It hasn’t hit me and I don’t think it’ll hit me the day you leave. It will hit me after and it will hit me really hard. I know it seems like I don’t care but I am honestly really sad and depressed about it. It is months away but time now-a-days fly by really fast and I can’t believe I’m gonna be in another Long Distance Relationship. Never within the 16 months of dating you did I see this coming. You drown me with mixed information of your departure so my feelings about this is also confused. I’m not ready for this, I don’t want to replay the feelings and emotions I felt with my ex. The pressure, the pain and the possibilities of losing you just runs through my mind like crazy. But nevertheless, there’s still a huge chance of you leaving me with the greatest heartbreak. Until that day, before my world starts tumbling down, i’m going to make sure my precious time with you is extraordinary and worthwhile. I did this before, I suffered but it teaches me a lot, it tested my strength emotionally and mentally. It tests my patience and the power of our love. We’ll get through this. One day, I’ll be up there with you, not as your boyfriend, but as the man that you’re able to wake up to every morning with a ring on his finger.