I’ve never been through so much emotions in one day. So much things happening here and there I just can’t bear to hear anymore news that will affect my mental and emotional state. I am really drained and I don’t know how far this can go but I’m hoping it all could just subside. I pray and it feels like it isn’t enough. I don’t want depression to get the best of me so I’m doing a lot to prevent that from happening. I have a strong mind but a weak heart and I’m almost to the point where I can no longer hold myself together. One question lingers and it’s the same question I ask myself to everything I do, “Is it worth it?”